Monday, January 18, 2010

School and daycare

Well, we made it through our first week of school and daycare! I waited to write this post because I knew if I wrote it on the first day this post would have been more depressing and negative than this one may be! Even with that said I must say it was the hardest thing I've ever had to do...to just leave my child with strangers...women he had never seen before, that didn't know what cry was his hungry cry or sleepy cry. I BALLED the whole way to school and then some, but the look on this face when I went to pick him up was priceless! He was so happy to see me and I him!!! Thankfully, I don't have to be at school all day everyday so most days he only has to be there a few hours. And as the week went on I was very impressed with the women there! They all seem so caring and good with him! I still have this hint of guilt when I leave him though. I guess I just feel guilty because I never had to go to daycare. I got to stay at home with mom and have pancakes for breakfast, bake cookies after lunch, and play in my own sand box in our back yard. I just keep telling myself it will be good for him to be socialized with other children. School is going to be a lot of work this semester. I really like the classes I'm talking but they are all very time consuming! I still have to take the two finals for my online courses too! Prayers are needed for those because if I fail the finals on those I fail the course and therefore will not graduate in May but in August!! All in all, I know things will work out and Wade will adjust well but it's still hard! Praying for another smooth and short week!!